The orange-haired, stocky septuagenarian you think you’re impeaching is not Donald Trump. He’s the result of a CIA experiment gone wrong, a half-man, half-protozoa that can often simulate the essentials of human cognition and communication. His real name is UX48053. It’s stamped on the back of his neck, which is why you never see him with his shirt off.
The Republicans in
Congress know this, and that’s why they’re not really worried
about the outcome of the impeachment proceedings. They’re mostly
excited about showing off their cocky disregard for the judicial
process. Like smug fraternity boys, they tease and provoke, hoping to
get a “rise” out of their former colleagues, now enemies.
will stimply stop dead in his tracks. He will no longer Tweet, no
longer call Fox News, no longer insult other world leaders or
abrogate treaties. His batteries will have run down. If he’s
replaced by Mike Pence (ZX48022) tbe batteries should be good for
another six months to a year. After that, it’s anybody’s guess
who will occupy the White House.
Why do so many people feel they need for so much diversion? From what exactly do they need to be diverted? Is reality really so grim that we can’t face it head-on? Would we simply die of boredom or ennui if there were no competing, light narrative to distract us from the grim facts?
Maybe so. That would
explain why nothing of substance seems to make it through the popular
culture filters. Why do we still perform the music of Bach and Chopin
hundreds of years after their deaths? Nothing has taken their place
in terms of profundity and quality.
It’s obvious that
the world is going downhill and quickly. Our rapid descent knows no
precedence. There have been wars, famines, droughts and natural
catastophes galore, but after a brief period of recovery, progress
has continued. Not so now.
Now people are
growing stupider by the hour and proud of it. Facts are scorned,
while opinions of any kind are lauded. Opinions with no factual
backing are celebrated and used as a basis for rapid action. Let’s
tear down the careful work of centuries with a wave of one hand. Why?
Why not? I’m of the opinion it’s a good idea, that’s why!
Debby Reynolds wanted to look like Joan Rivers in the worst way, so she went under the knife at the Plastic Surgeon to the Stars clinic on Rodeo Drive, and emerged looking just like Burt Reynolds. Such are the risks inherent in trying to hire someone to accomplish what Mother Nature couldn’t.
Arnold Stang was
friends with Wally Cox who had once been Marlon Brando’s roommate
when both were struggling actors in New York. Wally had once played a
plastic surgeon in a TV drama on Playhouse 90, and after a night of
heavy drinking, Arnold persuaded Wally to take a scalpel and turn him
into Marlon Brando.
When Arnold looked into the mirror the next morning, he was amazed. Marlon Brando was looking back at him. It wasn’t just Marlon Brando but a younger, better-looking Brando. Wally joined AA the next day, vowing to never pick up a scalpel again.
Donna Reed wanted to look like Eddie Van Halen, and ended up the spitting image of Florence Henderson, who then took her to court for identity theft and lost. The judge had just been on an elevator with two Sigourney Weavers and found the experience life-affirming. Case dismissed.
I’ve been under the impression that they’re going to let me out
soon, any day now, but each day that goes by I find that’s not the
case. The administrators and supervisors who could or should know,
avoid me when they see me in the hallways.
When they brought me
here, they lavished me with praise. I was the kind of young man they
wanted. My vocation was immediately apparent. It would be an insult
to God and a grave mistake for me to squander such an opportunity to
As time went on,
their enthusiasm waned. I was no longer the idea candidate. Other
boys came and went, but I remained, having been thoroughly charmed by
their appraisal of my gifts. Boys like me were the reason this place
existed. I was their walking mission statement.
My original mentor,
Father Pretorious, a kindly old man with rheumy eyes and a long gray
beard never gave up on me, but after he died, it was sort of like I
ceased to exist. I was now more of a ghost than he. My name was
rarely mentioned in our institutional newsletter. True, I still
taught classes, but my name did not appear in the course directory.
The instructor for the sections I ended up teaching was listed only
They’ve cut back on food, both in variety and portion size. I’m always a little bit hungry, which makes me edgy and nervous. My old well-fed self was lethargic and complacent compared to the new skinny me, the one that dreams about donuts and ice cream.
Ours is no longer a
religious institution. For a while we were a “benevolent society”
but now we’re not even that. We’re just a vocational school, the
kind for people who don’t plan on attending college. Shoe repair is
no longer a popular line of study, but writing cellphone apps and
graphic design are in demand.
We all wear the same
uniform, dark blue pants and matching shirt that make us look like
warehouse workers or bus drivers. Even the women wear pants. No hint
of style or glamor, no opportunity for self-expression. We are all
the same. Drones.
They have given me a group of younger boys, pre-teens, whom I mentor. We all wear hush puppies, soft, effeminate shoes with crepe soles, as well as polyester shirts that cause our underarm odor to fester and increase in potency. Since my superiors chose these garments, I know they are deliberately trying to ensure our lack of success with women. None of this is accidental. We have been given copies of old Superman comics to study and hopefully incorporate into our lifestyle. I was instructed to encourage us to emulate Superman’s pal Jimmy Olsen, the cub reporter with no ego and little “on the ball.” We are well-intentioned yet impotent just like Jimmy.
We had a “rap
session” in the “dugout” one night, and some of the boys
thought we would do better to model ourselves on Jughead of the
Archie comics, or Mayard G Krebs from the Dobie Gillis TV show. But I
sensed danger. My superiors would be threatened by such eccentricity,
such quirkiness. Jimmy Olsen was a safe conformist, while Maynard G.
Krebs was a unpredictable beatnick. This school had no use for rebels
of any kind.
We were recently brought to a conference room in the administration wing and told that our program had proved so successful that we were being sent abroad, to share the secrets of our success with orphans in Borneo. Since none of us knew how to find Borneo on the map, we were shown a brief travelogue produced by Lowell Thomas in the 1950’s. It looks like the kind of place where people wear bones in their noses. The boys looked uneasy. I tried to smile and project confidence.
“How many orphans do they have in Borneo?” I asked, just to appear proactive.
“A lot. Tens of thousands. Nobody there feels they can adequately support their children, so they hand them over for adoption as soon as they can walk.”
The boys looked at me with increasing concern. By now I was grinning like an idiot.
They had us pack and await further instructions. Within a few hours we were in a van heading toward the airport, within a day and a half we were on the tarmac at the Sarawak International airport, waiting for another van to take us to the orphanage. By now our cheap, permanent press shirts were drenched with sweat, or Hush Puppy soles melting into the hot asphalt. No longer smiling, I was simply making a brave face. Like Magellan or Cortez, my first job was to project authority and confidence.
was completely unlike Central Missouri. It was, first of all, hot.
Hotter and muggier than the hottest July day back where we came from.
The bugs were very large, the size of sparrows. Hardly anyone spoke
English. We were taken to a dormitory on an institute of some kind,
but the place seemed to be closed for the season. The swimming pool
had been drained. The lawns were unkempt. The building itself smelled
like phenol, a disinfectant used in some parts of the world instead
Each of us was assigned a very large room. Back at the school, we
had slept twelve to a room in a dormitory, but here we were astounded
to find such luxury. Each room had its own bathroom, again something
that seemed incredible compared to the shower down the hall we had
endured for years. The bathrooms contained a large porcelain covered
copper bathtub, big enough for three people. On the other hand, there
was no “hot” water tap. Maybe in this climate, hot water would
have been a punishment instead of a luxury.
As the days dragged on, we waited for instructions. What was
expected of us? Our meals were announced by a bell rung at 8, 12 and
5. There was a library full of dusty books written in Indonesian.
Other than that, when it came to entertainment we were on our own. A
crew of cleaning women attended to our wing, but they would not look
any of us in the eye, and slumped over in an attempt to make
themselves even smaller than they were when one of us passed by.
Finally, after five days, we were invited to meet the Head Master in the Main Lounge, and were taken by an open-air bus to another building. The moment we entered through the automatic sliding doors we were delighted to be greeted by air-conditioning. It is only after deprivation that we really appreciate what we’ve taken for granted.
Head Master was a very tall man with an extremely bushy head of
snow-white hair. He seemed alternately nice and scary. He spoke
English with a strange accent, maybe Dutch. He spoke for an hour, and
I don’t think I was alone in not getting much out of it. Maybe we
were too jet lagged, or maybe he simply wasn’t making sense. Either
way, it didn’t seem to matter. We were here. It was hot. Those were
Later on, I was to find that our job was to educate a class or orang-outangs who had been taught elementary English. As difficult as this was to comprehend much less believe, it turned out to be fact. This is why we had been brought here. Great effort had been made to take these apes from the wild and teach them to speak at the level of the average eight-year-old. Our employers had hopes of getting at least some of them to graduate from University.
It turns out that they had been giving the apes high doses of LSD since they were babies, then forcing them to watch English-language movies on YouTube. If they watched an entire film, they were allowed to eat. Pretty soon the group had seen every talking picture in the public domain made. Some could even pull off vocal impressions of Edward G Robinson, Cagney and Jimmy Stewart. Our Christmas show featured two orang-outangs bringing to life the famous scene from “It’s a Wonderful Life” where George Bailey tells Mister Potter that he doesn’t want the job he’s been offered, and calls Potter a “a warped, frustrated old man.” You haven’t lived until you’ve seen an auburn-haired orang-outang doing a Jimmy Stewart impression deliver that speech.
Some of the apes progressed faster than the others. They asked me if I could help them form a poetry study group. They wanted to start with Milton and progress on through the Victorian poet Tennyson. I did my best to give them some background on Milton, his blindness, and his becoming England’s first poet Laureate. They were impressed by the scope and complexity of Paradise Lost. I asked them why they ignored Wordsworth and Coleridge. They shrugged and said they found them mediocre at best. For two months we slowly read through as much of Paradise Lost as we could. They especially liked Satan’s comment “I would rather rule in Hell than serve in Heaven.”
Tennyson really caught their imagination with Idylls of the King. They ended up liking him more than Milton, and were enraptured by the many images evoked by the Arthurian legend. They wept when Arthur bade his loyal friend Sir Bedivere throw the sword back into the lake and then depart. The brightest ape said that Arthur’s line “More things are wrought by prayer than this world dreams of” gave him goosebumps.
The apes were curious about world travel. How does Malaysia compare to Vietnam? They had heard that Thailand discriminates against apes, and that they would simply be imprisoned in a zoo instead of accepted into a University. The brightest ape wants to receive a doctorate and become a professor. I tried to encourage him, because affirmative action would allow him to garner a tenure-track faculty position, even though as a white male I had never been able to do so in the twenty-five years I applied for such jobs.
I asked the apes if they were lonely, if they missed their fellow apes. They could not understand my question. “What would anyone miss about apes?” they asked. “We have already experience everything there is to know about apes.” I told them about my feelings of homesickness after moving across the world.
They laughed and said “But the opportunities here are so much more important than the momentary discomfort you might feel after arrival.” I had to admit they were making sense.
It turned out that the apes were immune to religion. The idea of making up facts in order to satisfy emotional urges seemed laughable to them. I began to think they were smarter than us. Much smarter.
So when I was called
back to Missouri as a punishment for encouraging our students to
think for themselves, I was puzzled. Hadn’t they known about the
great intelligence of the orang-outangs when they brought my group to
Indonesia? Maybe not. Perhaps they had assumed they were primitive
apes covered in red fur who could become an attraction at an Ozark
After Boreno, I
found Missouri horribly depressing. Back at our school, smug men in
crew cuts lectured me on patriotism and laughed at my artistic and
literary pretensions. It was good old boy central, white male
anti-intellectuals who ran everything and intended to keep it that
way. It was their way or the highway.
The boys in my care
had been reassigned to a Christian mission in Sarawak, and were
forbidden to communicate with me. Although I am not being held
prisoner here, I will not leave until I have formed a plan of action.
First I have to find
some shoes. Something more durable than these damn hush puppies.
Do most people think before they speak? I sure don’t. Whatever comes out of my mouth is a complete surprise to me. The same goes for my writing. My fingers do the talking and I’m just along for the ride. Sometimes I can type more quickly than I can read, so it’s all news to me.
You might call this a gift, but it could as easily be seen as a curse. What one person calls “inspiration” another might deem “delusion” or “compulsion.” I can just see me in court saying “your Honor, I had no idea what I was typing.”
Nobody reads anymore, and for people like me that’s a good thing. My literary output joins the stream of detritus that flows day and night without pause through social media platforms. I tend to favor offbeat subject matter. Routine politics bores me, but the chance that Joan Rivers is still alive or Hillary is an alien seems reasonable to me. I mean, really, who knows for sure?
How can you be charged with a premeditated crime if you never plan anything ahead of time? Non compos mentis is my alibi. I’m just another frog in the pond, croaking away on the chance that another frog is listening.